Showing posts with label selling my soul to grad school. Show all posts
Showing posts with label selling my soul to grad school. Show all posts

Wednesday, April 16, 2014

Pictures of Chinatown Without Comment

Soy Kee and Company on Pell Street, prior to 1897. Photographer and figure unknown.
____ "[Soy Kee Co. store front]"  Library of Congress Prints and Photographs Division Washington, D.C. 20540 USA, b&w film copy neg.  http://hdl.loc.gov/loc.pnp/cph.3b03206 (accessed January 30th 2013)



  Soy Kee and Company on Pell Street, prior to 1897. Photographer.  ____ "[Soy Kee Co. store front]"  Library of Congress Prints and Photographs Division Washington, D.C. 20540 USA, b&w film copy neg.  http://hdl.loc.gov/loc.pnp/cph.3b03206 (accessed January 30th 2013) 
 
Inside of Chinese hand laundry in San Francisco 1890s or early 1900s. Photographer and figure unknown. The Board of Trustees of the University of Illinois. "The Chinese Experience in 19th Century America." last modified 2006. Accessed 3/26/2013 <http://teachingresources.atlas.uiuc.edu/chinese_exp/perspectives02.html>

 
The inside of a chop suey cafe, 1900s. Notice the all white cliental. Ostrow, Daniel. Manhattan's Chinatown: postcard history. South Carolina: Arcadia Publishing, 2008

Entrance to joss house, early 1900s. Taken from the Brooklyn Daily Eagle.______ "Entrance to Joss House in Chinatown" Brooklyn Daily Eagle (Brooklyn, New York) Aug. 12, 1900.


Soy Kee and Company and the Port Arthur Restaurant on Mott Street, early 1900s. Photographer ___  "[Port Arthur Restaurant 1900s]"  Library of Congress Prints and Photographs Division Washington, D.C. 20540 USA b&w film copy neg.   http://hdl.loc.gov/loc.pnp/pp.print  (accessed January 30th 2013) unknown


Friday, April 11, 2014

Updates, Updates, Updates ...

So what has been going on with me?

Several weeks ago I fried my computer. Which was sad and knocked me back to using my very old and no-longer-portable computer. It also trapped several important manuscripts on the hard drive and I've been trying for the last few weeks to figure out how to dismantle the fried computer and them back.

Because of that, several of the books I've been working on have gone on hold until I can retreave the files. I have however gone back to the cheesy werewolf stories. So there is that.

Also the day(night really) job has cranked up to about a hundred and ten. Which means I've had multiple workshops and meets everyday for the last week and a half.

On top of that my semester, school wise, has gone from finished-all-my-requirements, going-to-take-these-last-few-months-slow to HOLY FUCK I am trying to write a dissertation proposal and impress one of the top names in my field so that she will take me on as a PhD student what my future in this field looks like could be decided with in the next two and a half weeks! What am I doing! Do I even want this! FUCK, FUCK. 

So ... this is why I have not been around as much and this is why my productivity fiction writing wise is going to be pretty low for the next few weeks.

Wednesday, September 4, 2013

Lime and ginger cordial and summer gimlets (cordial and cocktail recipe)

let's talk about cooking again, or to be more accurate, let's talk about cocktails.

My drink of choice has been a gin and tonic since I was an undergraduate. Over the past year however, I have become fond of the dragonfly which is gin, ginger ale and a squeeze of lime. Over the summer though while poking around for another delicious looking gin cocktail I came across the great gimlet debate.

I will admit I've never had a gimlet before but when I was reading over a list of gin cocktails it jumped out at me as sounding particularly tasty, and rather historical.

The debate around this particular old school cocktail however is whether you absolutely need to use Rose's sweetened lime juice. Mostly because according to some it tastes of the bottle it comes in plus the preservatives used to give it its shelf life. Some people recommended making your own lime sour and intrigued I started looking at recipes.

The winner of my afternoon's research was this recipe for lime and ginger cordial which can be used instead of Rose's to make a really, really delicious gimlet.


The recipe is simple and inexpensive, really, the most expensive part of the entire thing is the gin. 

One Saturday afternoon I went to my local Trader Joe's and came back with a whole lot of limes and a piece of ginger root and set about making some cordial.

I used:
10 limes
one 4 inch piece of ginger root
2 cups sugar

a vegetable peeler
a glass pitcher or canning jar with lid
a fine mess strainer
a food processor or blender
a cutting board
a pairing knife
a lemon juicer or small spoon
several small bowls

Scrub all your limes thoroughly.

Then peel all the limes with a vegetable peeler. The article says to be careful not to peel any of the while as well but I found it was actually easier just to peel the skin without gauging at the white so no problems there. put the peels in a bowl and set aside.

Then cut the limes in half and juice them. I used a spoon, but a juicer would be a much, much better idea. I got about 2 cups of lime juice out of them.

The article says to use a glass container with a lid. I have a glass pitcher with a lid my parents gave me for Christmas but a large canning jar would work just as well. 

Pour the lime juice into the jar and then crush the peels between your hands to release the oils and add them as well.

Next wash your piece of ginger, trimming off any bad spots, and put it in a food processor. The article says you don't need to peel it so I didn't and it turned out fine.  Pulse chop the ginger until it is ground finely and add that to the lime juice and peel.

Add the sugar a cup at a time, stirring until all the sugar has been dissolved. Because the liquid is cold this will take a while. I actually sat down and watched an episode of Miss Marple while I was stirring the sugar in. It will incorporate eventually though.

What you end up with will look like this:

Put into the refrigerator and let sit for 12 to 24 hours.

After it has sat use a fine mesh strainer and strain out all of the pulp and peels from the cordial. Put the liquid that remains back into the glass container and refrigerate again for another 12 to 24 hours.

At the end you will end up with this:

I had just about 2 cups of cordial when all was said and done.

You can use the cordial and mix it with seltzer water to make a delicious non-alcoholic drink  or you can used it as your base for an amazing gin gimlet.

For the gimlet I used:
2 shots gin
1 shot cordial
top it off with lime seltzer and a lime wheel (optional) 

Add two ice cubes, gin, and cordial to a cocktail shaker, shake well, and pour into cocktail glass. Add seltzer and lime wheel if you are so inclined and enjoy. I usually keep the ice cubes in the glass to keep my gimlet cold but that too is completely up to your preference.





Friday, March 29, 2013

My Desk


I have a paper I need to finish. Well actually I have about four papers due at the end of the semester one of which is 30+ pages and I need to have as much of that done as early as possible so I can concentrate on the others ones which are all shorter. So I have been working around the clock trying to get this paper as complete as possible before I turn the first draft in. The point is I've been spending an extra lot of time at my desk.

Every once in a while I run across an article about famous writers' creative space. Whether it's a particular desk, a bedroom or writing shake in the woods people seem interested in looking at the spaces that authors occupied while they wrote. As someone who does a lot of writing, both academic and fiction my spaces is important to me. I need to have my books in easy reach, I need to have something to drink on my desk, I have a bowl of fruit on the table next to my desk. How I decorated it is also important to me. Right now on my desk, itself I have a lovely print of an original piece by Wylie Elise Beckert called The God of Deadlines, a print of a Edward Gorey piece, a photograph of my cat, a little cut out figure of Michel Foucault (you can see his feet and legs in the photo) and some business cards and quotes. On the shelf above my desk I have a photograph of my little nephew. There is also a gorgeous print of an original art piece by Joanna Estep which depicts Loki slaying Baldr from Norse mythology done in the style of the marvel comics and while the two are in a very homoerotic pose. I also have more books and my Wonder Woman lunch box.

What about you, what does your work space look like? Do you like to have art and things to look at as you write, or do you like to keep it plain?     

Monday, November 5, 2012

Hurricane Sandy

So I live in an area which was hit by Sandy over the last week. Luckily I was not flooded and I didn't loose anything. Unfortunately I was without power for a week and when it got too cold for me to stay in my apartment I had to go to my parents' house. So far I had to miss two weeks of class but my professors have been wonderfully understanding about it. 

I hope to get back to a sense of normalcy next week.

My thoughts are with everyone else affected by the hurricane.

Monday, October 8, 2012

Brains!!!! and Some More Vampires

So I've been trying to ballance being a full time graduate student, working about ten to fifteen hours a week (more like twenty for a couple weeks there actually) writing and having something of a social life. All of which leaves me feeling a little like the undead myself.

Speaking of undead, I've been working on not one but two vampire stories over the last couple weeks.

The longer one I've been writing off and on since the summer. This is the vampire story set in Ancient Egypt and I love it. I love the setting, I love creating the magic, and all the different characters (one of which is an Egyptian God, how cool is that?). I've been having a hard time with the romantic elements though. Mostly because while my two main characters undoubtedly want each other I've been having a hard time working out ways for their relationship to go deeper then the physical. Over all it has made the story kind of slow going.

The other vampire story I'm writing a lesbian erotic story set in the same version of New York City as Changeling Moon. There are tentacle monsters, a vampire detective, scientists trying to reanimate dead bodies, galvanism, and dapper women in suits. I've had a lot of fun throwing in dozens of references to all sorts of classics in there while still trying to come up with original characters and storyline. My goal for this story is short and hot, it's not a romance necessarily (although definitely developing affection between the two main characters) but there will be lots of sex. Hopefully I will end up with a nice balance between the erotica and the monsters. 

One of my favorite parts of writing these two stories is that Vi and Neferhotep are two very different kinds of vampires. While Vi is more classic vampire in a lot of ways, Neferhotep is not. Both of them share certain elements that come from my own preferences in vampire literature but by and large I've been having fun writing to very different takes on a classic monster. 

Saturday, August 11, 2012

Plotting and Planning

So I am moving next week and starting a new graduate program in American history. This is another step in my on going quest to gain a Ph.D. in history and I would be lying if I said the entire process hasn't terrified me like nothing else. Mostly the last month or so has been made up of me trying to get all my paperwork in, find an apartment via long distance means and freaking out.

On a brighter note my parents got me a Kindle Fire for an early birthday present (my birthday is at the end of the month). I've been spending the last couple days fooling around with it, uploading the ebooks I already own and getting any free ebooks that look half-way readable.


I got the galley for Heart of Water and Stone and have been reading through that. You can pre-order it for 15% off the normal price by the way. Also going over edits for The Kraken Lord and the Eater of the Sun.

Writing wise I've been working on a vampire story set in the New Kingdom of Ancient Egypt. The story is the product of me challenging myself to write a vampire romance I'd actually want to read since I'm not a huge fan of the sub-genre.

I also started writing a little porn-y ficlet mostly for my own amusement which halfway through gave me a possible idea for this open call over at Less Than Three Press:

Less Than Three Press is seeking stories about what happens when someone chances upon a message cast adrift and left to be guided by fate or chance. From the classic message in the bottle washed up on a sandy beach to whatever the imagination spins, tell us your tales of what happens when that message is at last found and read …

Seriously I can't wait to see what everyone else does for this. 

Thursday, May 31, 2012

I'm Doing Okay ...

I'm visiting my sister who is expecting her first child and it occurred to me while sitting with her and hanging out that I'm actually really happy where I am in my life right now. I'm going to be living on my own again this summer which will be good for me having my own space again. I will be going to graduate school in the field that I love. I am writing everyday now and working through the process of publishing and I love both of those things just as much as I had hoped I would.

It feels like this year a whole bunch of things I really wanted to do with my life and hadn't gotten done have fallen into place. My life is just kind of slotting together into something really wonderful and that I'm really happy in. I'm active in my religious community still but not to an overwhelming level. I'm happy with my appearance more then I've ever been, I think. I find myself more attractive and more just really me every day.

I'm worried about money, I'm worried about finding a job and that school will be overwhelmingly difficult. I also feel like though that the last couple years have been a process of getting myself to this point of being exactly where I want to be.

Hopefully from here things will only continue to get better.


Saturday, May 12, 2012

Over and Done With

so I finally got word that BU did not accept me and just decided not to contact me and tell me. It is sad because I would have loved to go there but good now that I know and can move on and make a decision.

I'm still trying to decide between two programs, the first is better known and in a part of the country which is less costly to live. The second is closer to my family though and right outside of a major city where I could be more part of the queer community if I chose. I would also be able to take the train to see my sister, brother-in-law and Bear (my new nephew) if I chose to go to the second program but would be in a completely different part of the country if I went with the first.

So tough decision but it feels good to be in a place where I can move forward and make them.

Friday, May 11, 2012

Grad School Hell (or should I say grad school admissions hell) is Eating Me Alive!

So I've gotten accepted at four different programs this year. Four. Two of which are cheap enough for me to actually reasonably be able to afford. Now don't get me wrong it'll still be hard, mostly because I haven't figured out yet how to afford the housing but it's all looking definitely do-able.

Also classes are over so I should be dancing in the streets.

Except.

Except freaking BU, the school in my own home town, is all messed up and at this point I don't know if they're just dragging their feet monumentally or if they actually lost my application somewhere down the line. Either way I haven't heard a word from them and I need to make a decision and give a firm answer to a school by Tuesday. They have an online system where you can check your application but it keeps refusing my ID. I've tried calling them and leaving messages, but no one gets back to me. In desperation this morning I emailed the head of admissions for the program I'm applying to and asked what was going on?

BU is a good school. No, it is a great school, one of the best in the country for what I'm interested in and close enough to my family where housing would be nice but I wouldn't be homeless either and very inexpensive. So these are all reasons why I can't just walk away and say screw them like I would for any other school.

So instead of being happy that I'm done for the semester and got accepted into more then half of the programs I applied to, I'm practically frothing at the mouth with anxiety, and obsessively checking my email.

Hopefully I'll hear soon.

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Grad School Blues

Greetings you all!

So I've been doing the whole grad school process over again. You may remember that I was foiled in my attempts to attend graduate school last year due to money issues. Well this years as been a lot better for me with more acceptances and more importantly more acceptances into school that won't cost as much for me to go. I am however still waiting on the very last one which frustratingly enough is the one which I not only would love to go to but also would be my most affordable option.

No matter what happens however I will be going to graduate school for American History starting in the fall, I've gotten enough offers for that to definitely happen I just don't know where yet.

On top of that I will be graduating in less then a week with a degree in paralegal studies.


Monday, August 22, 2011

Crafty Me

So I'm starting school again in a week, and I've also been moving into my new room. The bad thing about moving is for me it's super stressful. The good thing about it though is that it's a great time to get rid of stuff you don't need, orginizing stuff you've been putting off, and fix up things you've just had hanging around so they work again.

One of the things I fixed up for the move was one of my lampshades which had been peeling apart. I used an old book that wasn't any good any more and mod podge to make a new, much more attractive lampshade. It took me a couple hours one morning, drinking my coffee and gluing squares of paper onto the lampshade. I then gave the whole thing about three coats of mod podge to finish it. I think it came out nice.



I am also commuting back and forth to school so I need to pack my lunch. I have a very small Wonder Woman lunch box I've used to pack lunch in before put I decided it was too small especially if I want to bring a thermos of soup with me or something. My mom found this super cute lunch bag pattern  so we decided to try making it. 

I'm not super good with the sewing machine but I did do a fair amount of the sewing for this which I am proud of myself for. I used cotton canvas for both the outside and the inside so I can throw it in the wash if it gets something spilled on it. There wasn't a huge selection of cute or whimsical cloth in cotton canvas which was sad but I think the cloth I picked out looks good anyway. We added a flap and button to the top to keep it closed better. We also recycled an old sweater as the insolation instead of buying cotton batting especially for the bag. 



It might not look it but the bag ended up being big enough that I will definitely be able to fit a thermos or water bottle plus a lunch box. My old Wonder Woman lunch box is really too small for me to carry a whole meal in so I've been thinking about buying a bento box. I really like Edge bento boxes. 



They're both big and very sleek looking. You can also just use two out of the three layers if you want a smaller box. Kokeshi bento boxes are some of the cutest things I've ever seen. 


They are a little too small for my needs though I think. Mostly because I'm planning to use my bento box as predominantly a lunch box not actually pack things as compact as bento in it. 

Wether or not I'll get a bento box will depend largely on whether or not I get money for my birthday though.  

Friday, August 12, 2011

I am still alive and on this journey

sooo, after about six months of silence I am back and going to try to update this blog.

-First off I am moving from the place I've been living for two years.

-And I am going back to school for a very shiny and hopefully useful paralegal degree.

-Since I last posted I was accepted into the masters program in history at The New School of Social Research in New York City! Yeah! However the down side was that I ended up not being able to afford it. Still it was a huge ego boost to get in since it's a very, very good program. And there is always next year. I'm not giving up on history anytime soon.

- I am also getting more serious about my fiction writing. That's very exciting because I've written primarily for my self since I was in my early teens but never thought seriously about . . . well doing it more seriously until now. You can check out what's been going on with that at my original fiction writing journal  Be warned though I tend to write predominantly queer romance/erotic fiction within different genres so if queer people falling for each other and getting it on isn't your thing I might not be writer for you.

-Also I've been keeping myself from getting too stressed by listening to 2CELLO and being soothed by their awesomeness. Seriously people these two are made of awesome:




-also trolls! I love mythology and folk lore. A lot. I just forget that when I don't read any for a while. Lately I've been reading a lot about scandinavian trolls, which is incredibly interesting and awesome and is making my want to write fantasy. Not to mention the pretty, pretty art people have done of these trolls over the years.


Friday, January 14, 2011

Life Less Frightening

I mailed the last of my grad school application stuff yesterday. So I'm done the admissions part until I have to interview, do financial aid stuff and all that.

It really, truly scares me how much of the college admissions stuff is left up to chance. There is only so far being smart and good at academics will get you, the rest depends on all sorts of factors you have no control over. I think it's crap personally. It should be based on your ability to achieve in your chosen field. period. That's not the way the educational system works though, who's surprised really.

I am not going to community college in the mean time it turns out. Mostly because there is only so much lying shit I want to put up with. Really who thinks it's a good idea to blatantly lie to someone about law when they are trying to get into a paralegal program? They just keep jerking me around telling me they need paperwork they can't actually according to both state and federal law require of me. But they're the ones who are supposed to know what they're talking about so no one calls them out of this shit.

Lesson learned (just incase I forgot in the two years I haven't been in school) I hate it when the education system lies to me.